horrible failure

Look at these lovely buttons I finally have more than one of. Yeah it would be nice if they went all the way across,
but we can't have everything, and I can't think of other deserving buttons at the moment. And the Places page receives a small but vital change--
take that Wolverine Soft, you're out of my affiliations, out! In your place goes the far more deserving CW:IG.

Hostility levels have been growing at an alarming rate. I suspect this is the price for the incredible lack of sleep
lately. For a while it seemed like the less I slept, the better I felt, like I was keeping the ol' body on its toes. But right now, it's
not so good. Muscles weak and sore, fatigue intense, urge to kill rising, strange thoughts making sense. But I simply must carry on--too much,
far too much is going to happen in the next couple weeks for me to sleep through it. And it's not graduation, I barely even think about that.
It's an afterthought...much more important is its implication that I just won't be here anymore, all that's going on now will be over. Some
important people will be further away, other ones will be closer. Ok enough of that.

My final music project promises to either be a big great thing or a horrible failure. It requires getting a lot of
people to perform with me and have a good time with it, and that is something I have always failed horribly at in the past. But maybe this time
it will work. Maybe I'll act like Wayne Coyne and jump around triumphantly shaking my fists at the heavens, in ultimate idealism. People will
say I said more in this one song than I did to them in class all semester. Maybe it actually won't suck, but I really don't know yet.

Comments (4)

BIGBALLS:

this post sucks

Anonymous:

You suck so much homo!

Anonymous:

Your intelligence quotent is under that of an epsion semi-moron.

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